Behind the scenes

As an autistic person, I have always been fascinated by the process behind the creations I see. Let it be a book, a picture, a cake or an airplane.

For this reason, I plan to be transparent with my process behind the scenes. I will treat you as I wish to be treated as a reader. I won’t keep secrets, I won’t stay mysterious. I will give you all the juicy details you ask (or don’t ask) for. Actually, ‌don’t hesitate to message and ask me anything you are curious about.

I received advice to stay professional, to think of my future image, to show confidence, and to keep a distance. But I can’t do that.

The entire reason for the Anthara project is to find a place where I can put myself out without the need to censor or soften my truth.

Without wasting my energy on masking and constantly scanning for expectations and figuring out how to fulfill them.

So I will be transparent. I will share my process, progress, my struggles, and fears. Technically, mentally, practically, psychologically, whateverally.

This is an invitation. An open door. You are free to step through it, free to leave, and free to return if you wish.

Reading is not a race, a competition, or a performance. Writing shouldn’t be either.

Both exist to bring joy, relief, healing, entertainment, escape from reality, or just a chance to relax. You read for yourself and not for others. Once you have to force yourself to keep up with trends or expectations, it has lost its meaning.

I truly hope that my world will give something to you. Whether it's simple entertainment or something deeper.